Decision Made

First, I want to thank everyone that has contacted me in the past few days to give me support as I have tried to make a decision about being listed and activated. I got emails, blog comments, facebook messages, myspace messages and phone calls. The input I received was very valuable to me.

I also had a great heart to heart with Brian. I plan on being listed and activated as soon as I get my dental exam. I need to call about scheduling that on Monday. As one person put it I need to have faith in the system and they are not going to give me lungs if there is someone else that needs them worse them me! That make me feel less selfish which makes is easier for me to accept my decision. I don't want to get lungs if mine are sill working okay and someone else really needs them. There is a scoring system for that reason. I have full faith that my lungs will come at the right time.

I will let everyone know when I am finally listed and activated. I am very at ease with this decision which must be a good sign. Thanks again to everyone that made this decision a little easier.

XOXOXOX,
Stephanie