A little good news

My CF friend Cysticgal or Beth got her lungs. I am so happy for her. I am also happy that she got the call from the center close to her home. That will make life so much easier for her. I know she will get great care because I have. Last I have read, she is off the vent still in ICU. I hope she is getting the same exceptional care that I got for the ICU nurses. Maybe she will be blessed with Kathy.

I need to go in for a CT scan of my lungs to see if either bug is effecting them. I grow out two different bugs in my last sputum culture: Pseudomonas and Stenotrophomonas maltophilia (I think). These are two bugs that I have grown out with my old lungs so they are probably hanging out in my sinuses or throat. Once the CT scan is done then the Doctors will decided how to treat it.

I don't know if I have blogged about the sores in my mouth or not but they have been there for over 4 weeks. I have seen a dentist, my CF doctor, the transplant clinic, my primary care FNP, my ENT and an oral surgeon. No one has any idea what they are or why I have them. The oral surgeon gave me penicillin for 7 days thinking that might help...nope. I go back to see them on Monday to see if they are getting better and if not come up with a new plan of action. One of the biggest issues is my white blood count is 3.5. Which is low. Normal is 4.5 to 10. So my body just doesn't have the extra to fight off these sores. Next week, I'll stop one of my anti-rejection drugs (Cellcept) to see if that helps the sores. My gums are super sensitive and the minute I touch them with anything like a toothbrush or food they form sores. Trust me I have good dental hygiene. I brush 2-3 time a day and use mouth wash 2-3 times a day. I was flossing 3-4 times a week until these sores appeared. Wow got to love being immune suppressed.

This blog is not meant to be all about medical issues but that is about all I have going on right now. The good thing is none of them seem life threatening.

I have the weekend to myself. I am so happy about that. I don't think I have had a weekend like this since long before my transplant. Brian is going up to camp tonight until Sunday. My only definite plans is to go to my niece's birthday party Saturday evening. I think my parents will spend the night on Saturday after Rheana's party. I am hoping to meet an old friend for lunch tomorrow.

I will leave you on this note:
"It's not the size of the dog in the fight; it's the size of the fight in the dog." - Mark Twain

I am so bad

My life has been very hectic and frustrating. I guess I haven't been blogging because I don't want to sound like I am complaining. I never forget each day how blessed I am to have these beautiful lungs.

The past 5 weeks we have been trying to figure out why my FEV1s and my small airways dropped. They finally hit bottom 2 weeks ago. Last week the were stable and this week my FEV1s increased 5 % and small airways went up 7%.

I did 2 weeks of inhaled Tobi and 3 weeks of levaquin. I had a sinus CT scan. I am in the process of doing a PH probe test today. My chest x-rays still look good and my biopsy at the end of June showed no rejection. I am really frustrated and want an answer. My CT scan was fine. The ENT said I had the clearest sinuses he ever saw for a CFer. My sinuses are wide open.

I am hoping that the sputum culture that I did on Tuesday will give some answers because I don't think I the pH probe will come up with any answers. If nothing shows up with all these tests, B&W Hospital will repeat the bronch and biopsy.

I am down to 5 mg of prednisone. My blood sugars are pretty stable with the help of some long acting and short acting insulin. Not sure if this will be a new way of life or not. Only time will tell.

The good news is I am not experiencing any shortness of breath. No fevers. 100% oxygen. So I sit here scratching my head. I have been spending a lot of time up to camp. Last weekend, I went to OOB and enjoyed the beautiful weather beach side. Sunday, I went to my first Redsox game post transplant. It was very hot but I loved every minute. Felt great to walk up the bleachers with no oxygen, no CF cough and no shortness of breath. I am loving every minute of this even the little bumps along the way.

I have been busy enjoying life while all of this is going on.

Yucky Sinuses!

I have been battling a sinus infection for a few weeks. I thought it allergies but it moved into my airways. Now I have broncial pnemonia. So I am on inhaled Tobi and levaquin for 2 weeks. I feel like I just can't catch a break.

I am still waiting for results from my biopsy. Please pray for no rejection. My body needs a break. My lung functions are down quite a bit but the doctors think it is from the pnemonia. Let's hope these meds work and I bounce back quickly.

I met with a diabetes doctor a few weeks ago. it seems like my blood sugars are under control. I am hoping that now my prednisone amount is down to 7.5mg, I will see a difference in my numbers. I didn't take my long acting insulin last night (I had a brain cramp) and I woke up to a blood sugar of 119. I was very happy with that!

Other than the continuous health issues life has been pretty uneventful. I have been going up to camp just about every weekend. A weeks ago I went to see Lifehouse and Daughtry in concert with my husband and my darling friend Andrea. The week before that Brian and I bought a 1999 Heritage Harley Davidson. It is so much nicer than our 1982 roadster. We have been on a couple of rides. We have been out on our boat once and took a boat ride on Brian's uncle's boat this weekend. It has been pretty nice weather here in Maine.

I am excited I got tickets for Maine Day at the Redsox on July 18th. This will be the first game I have been able to go to in a few years. Last year, I just didn't feel healthy enough to go. It will be nice to walk from the parking garage to the park without needing oxygen.

I am still going to Boston just about every week. I still can't drive so I am starting to feel like a burden on my friends and family. I hope they give me my driving privileges back soon.

Friday update

Well, this week was an interesting one. It started out with an itchy ear, a dry cough and GI issues. On Wednesday, I went to my transplant clinic. My lung functions were the highest yet and my x-ray looked good so they were not too concerned with the cough. What they were concerned with was my blood. My potassium levels were high, my white blood cells are very low and my blood sugars have been out of control. Plus they are concerned with the GI issues. So I had to go get an EKG to make sure the potassium was not harming my heart and then had to repeat the potassium blood test which came back in the normal range. Because it came back normal they did not make me take the treatment for it. For my blood sugars they added some long acting insulin twice a day. As for my GI issues, I got to do 3 lovely stool samples and a stomach x-ray. I don't know why I am not glowing from all the x-rays. Good news, no CMV, C. Diff. or bowel obstruction. Even better news my GI issues have seemed to gotten better. I am afraid to even to write that and jinx myself.

After my long appointment in Boston, my sister, Tonya, her 2 boys, Martin and Chase and I all went on the duck tour of Boston. All the years that I have been going to Boston, I had never done a tour. So Tonya and I thought the boys would really like it. I think they did until both boys peed their pants. Note to self, don't take a 3 and 4 1/2 year old on a vehicle for 1 1/2 hours with no bathroom. The best part is Chase, the 3 year old was sleeping on Tonya when he peed so she got soaked with pee. Martin was about 1 minute from getting off the duck tour when her peed. I felt so bad for him because he had held it for like an hour of the tour. After the tour we had to walk through the Copley Mall to get to the car to get a change of clothes. Poor little Chase cried for his daddy the entire way through the mall and I was the one holding his hand. I felt like someone was going to stop me to see if he really belonged with me.

So I still have the cough but now it is assisted with a sore throat. I just walked for 40 minutes and feel better. I have a high school graduation to attend tonight. Last year, when I went I had oxygen in tow. Wow, how things can change in a year.

Stomach Bug

Well, I got home on Sunday. The IV steroids were fine but something happened to my stomach while I was in the hospital. I threw up like 5 times in the hospital, 3 times on my way home and then a couple other times this week. I had horrible stomach pains and GI cramps. Last night, I was awake most of the night in pain plus had my first fever post transplant. I was a little scared and freaked out. I call B&W today and they want me to call and see them if the fever returns over 100.4. The nurse said that something is going around and I probably picked it up.

My lungs feel great. I still have some sternum pain. I will be glad when that is gone. The pain is a different type of pain that I have felt before. It is like a burning feeling. Tylenol seems to get me through the day but by evening I have had enough and take 1/2 of a pain pill. It helps take the edge off.

Brian and I are going to camp this weekend. We both took a few extra days off. The weather looks great. Most of my family will be up there too. This will be my first trip up to camp since September. I am excited to do the things I haven't been able to in years. I wish that my pain was 100% gone but I know it will come in time.

Little Bump in the road

Any one who has gone through a transplant knows the journey is full of ups and downs. I got a call from my nurse coordinator at the transplant clinic today and I have mild A2 acute rejection found with my biopsy on Tuesday. I don't really feel much different other than a little tired, I breathe a little harder walking up hills and a little pain in my lower ribs/lungs (not really sure where the pain is coming from). So i will be going to Boston for 3 days for IV steroids. This is a little bump in the road and I have nothing but positive thoughts about this. I am so glad we bumped up my biopsy. Thank God for Dr. DD. LOL! She is the one that suggested it after a 5% drop in my lung functions.

This will make the third trip to Boston this week. I should just change my residence. Luckily, I love my transplant clinic and Brigham and Women's Hospital.

My scar is healing and fading nicely, I will post some pictures next week.

I am so happy to say that James got his transplant at PENN yesterday and already has his vent out. I am so excited for him and his family. Thank God for donors and their families.

I got out and went for a nice head clearing walk. Along the way, I stopped at the lake and played with my dogs for about half hour. I really needed a little time to myself.

i am hoping that these steroids make me feel better than I could imagine. I knew last week before I did my PFTs that they would be down. That must have been a sign for me. I guess I need to learn to listen to my body and figure out what it is trying to tell me. This is so different that the past but so worth it. I still would not change anything! I was always told, what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger. I am a true believer in that!

New Beginnings

It has been almost two months since my transplant. It is time to start over again. I will be returning back to work on May 17th. Even though I will be working from home, it is still a step in the right direction. I also have started the paperwork for my Non-profit. My deadline to get my business plan done is May 24th. Let's see how I do.

I have been pretty committed to walking everyday. The only days I don't are the days that I have out of town doctor's appointments or go shopping. I haven't been able to start jogging yet because of the sternum. My new goal to start a run/walk program is June 3rd. Hopefully, I will be healed enough to start then. Since I am currently walking every day I am hoping the transition to jogging will be smooth.

Ten months ago, I never thought I would be walking 2-3 miles every day without getting out of breath. I feel so blessed and think of my donor every day as I do the things that I haven't done in years. God bless the donor family for following though with my donors wishes.